Saturday, May 28, 2005
Been trying to compose and write a song juz to kill time.. Came up with a nice introduction, but i just cant find the right tune.. I so really need some inspiration and motivation here.. Played the introduction on the piano and it sounded really nice - Very Alternative rock..
Went to church today for music practice.. You know, the musicians used to tell me that my drumming was too simple.. So after a few years of practice, i finally thought i got it, and now they want my drumming less complicated.. Think i needa work out too coz they find my drumming too soft.. Sigh.. Maybe they shud juz get rid of the drum shield..
Dardar might be going away for 6 months.. I gez there's more than a possibility for that to happen.. So many things are happening in my life right now and i really need him.. Totally cried my eyes out when he told me the news.. 6 months - That's a realli realli long time.. Things wud be so different and i dont even know whether i'd be able to adapt to it..
Im so bored at home.. No school, no money, no job and most of all.. No Life! ive got nothing to do at home except the housework, which no one bothers to do.. Plus, no allowance so its like.. I dont know.. Juz like a maid who doesnt get paid for her work..
Oh well..
My life's weird..
7:26 PM